And...the advise I really needed, came from the least expected person. Thank you.
Y-you know...I may be over protective and insecure as fuck, but maybe even someone like me is loved and needed. S-so...I'll try. It's hard and it's rough and I'm scared but...maybe if I try hard enough and if he cares as much as I can tell he does, it'll finally work. You don't have to like all of me, and I don't have to like all of you, just need to find a way to deal with it and get over it.
Maybe I'm just writing this to motivate myself and find the lost hope inside myself. Being around you.... makes me feel something weird. Every time I doubt if we'd make it through and every time I want to give up and just break up. Every time I think about it.... there's something that bitch slaps me and goes "The fuck are you even thinking? It IS worth it, just try harder." T-these issues are just temporary.... we can fix it, just gotta hold on.
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