Its the new year, yaaaay oh my god..... Or so everyone is acting. Unfortunately, that's definitely not how my xmas or new years go. I was crying since last night..Still crying off and on. I've come to the conclusion that I'm just fucking retarded and can't do anything right. It shouldn't be hard to just not overreact and act like a normal girlfriend.... But for some godly, unknown reason, I can't even do that right. So here I am, after nearly losing you .... Again. I haven't stopped crying. I want to change, but.... .... Maybe I really should let you leave and be happy. God knows I can't even make you happy anymore, let alone keep you happy.
Maybe I really should just disappear. You'd be happier without a fucked up failure like me anyway.
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