I mean, you can tell she's a prissy lil thing.
It's been a fucking struggle tho. From not sleeping for days, to not eating for almost 2 days straight. It's been an emotional whirlwind since bf and I broke up 3 weeks ago? Maybe even longer, I lost count. I try not to think about it, but it still hurts a lot and I still cry daily. We still talk and half the time it's still fighting. Idfk what to do anymore.
Birthday is in less than a week and I'm just not looking forward to it at all. Not only do I not have anything planned, but I doubt I can do anything on it anyway since Cami has severe separation anxiety if I'm out of the room for more than 1 minute (and that's an improvement from the 20 seconds it was at first). God forbid I lock her up in the crate and the whining will begin before I even leave the room. Can't even enjoy my hot showers anymore cuz I have to make showers super quick. Can't afford puppy training cuz my check for my car never came and I FINALLY just got a hold of the people yesterday after a week of trying already.
Cami won't let me sleep unless she's on the bed with me, and even then it's only if she's not in the mood to play. My so called friends, acquaintances, I dont ecdn know anymore, decided to be asses before my bday, so I guess that's less people anyway altogether that are in my life.
What's the point of acting like you care about someone when you don't though? What do people gain out of doing that? I'm tired... my head hurts, I hope I don't have yet another migraine tomorrow. At least thank God my 3 roommates are all awesome sweethearts. ONE thing that went somewhat well.
